There are, or ought to be, logical reasons for the way people feel, I think. So why can't I figure out the roots of my frustration?
Perhaps it's true, I indeed have too much time on my hands, so that it seeps into my mind and messes with it. I have tried constant rationalising. I have tried to distract my thoughts by keeping myself busy. I have tried talking it over with friends. I have tried approaching the source of the problem (well, one of the them, maybe not the other). But it tires me out.
Why can't I seem to understand? What is it that I want? It seems that, for one, the more I vocalise my thoughts, the more I expect. With the other I am slinking away.
I'm sorry, y'all. I'm trying to seek solace in writing while at the same time refraining from revealing too much. So impossible.
12 comments:
emm...dunno wat is it u tokin abt..but ya.. maybe to be more sure of wat u want it's better to vocalise it? and b ready to hear wat comes out of your heart..
ur post reminds me of a quote.. "the heart has its reasons that reason knows not of" - Blaise Pascal
that's a nice quote... succinct. :)
sometimes the more u think the more vexed u become... ju, come wat may and treasure the present, the moment.. the future is not for us to c, live ur life! =)
yeah, it's true. i'm trying not to think too much la. thx 4 ur words!
you are rite... =)
"they are very logical but you could never work out the rules"
hey girl, jus believe on urself and do what you felt is rite and comfortable!!!
be nice and good to urself is the most important thing you must do...
send you tis writing.... and btw i got a good for you!!! =)
"forget me not" from Santa Monteflore... i love the way she wrote... hope u enjoy... cheer up...
Titled: Daily measurement of growth
Learn to control,
temper outburst due to swinging moods,
tears that threatened to flow spontaneously,
running thoughts across the oceans,
i dreams that flew across the skylines.
so that I'll be,
a more humble individual,
a more matured sentimentalist,
a more earthly soul,
a more real- life include.
to anonymous: hey! i m also reading tt santa montefiore book, The forget-me-not sonata... great one w beautiful lang! ju u can read it too, think u wil like it! =)
hm.... who's this anonymous fella, I wonder? but thx for the encouraging words! :)
wow... fangZ read it, that great, yeah it has a beautiful language...
ju, you should read it... enjoy the beauty of it.
as for my resume,hee hee, i will send b4 view ur other candidates.
q(^-^)p
hey, ju, what book you read that often?
ah. I don't read *any* book often. In fact, I mostly only read them once. and i've been stuck on one for the longest time now - it was due on 1st July.
haha....
you are still that naughty hah.
okok... you did win liao.
me too, onli read book once and not read a book that "often"...
so which book you are reading now and due on 1st of jul?
so where are you working now?
haha....
you are still that naughty hah.
okok... you did win liao.
me too, onli read book once and not read a book that "often"...
so which book you are reading now and due on 1st of jul?
so where are you working now?
I returned it already. It's called "Bobos In Paradise". About the new, educated middle class and the way they lead their lives. Insightful, light and funny read. But I didn't finish it. Didn't have the time, plus it got a tad repetitive and predictable towards the end...
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